
On Your Mark
Tormented
This man lived in the tombs, and no one could bind him any
more, not even with a chain. For he had often been chained hand and foot, but
he tore the chains apart and broke the irons on his feet. No one was strong
enough to subdue him. Night and day among the tombs and in the hills he would
cry out and cut himself with stones. When he saw Jesus from a distance, he ran
and fell on his knees in front of him. (Mark 5:3-6, NIV)
Cemeteries are not natural habitats for living people. This
man lived among the tombs. He was deranged, possessed of evil spirits. He had
no control over his own life.
Unfortunately, he’s not the only one. Our society is full of
people out of control with eating disorders, dependencies and addictions to
alcohol, drugs, sexual deviancy, pornography or a host of other things —
including demon possession. Try as hard as they might, they cannot seem to
break the hold of what has hold of them. But Jesus goes to people living in
“tombs” of their own making.
I’m sure on this night the disciples would have rather
avoided this meeting. I know I would. Take me to people I’m comfortable with,
please!
The demoniac’s bondage had been of substantial duration,
since he had “often” been bound. Given his wild behavior, it had taken several
persons to clasp the chains on his feet. These attempts at restraint proved
unsuccessful — thus we meet him wandering among the tombs, isolated from
the living.
You hear his torment in the gut cries from the depths of his
being. And he’s a “cutter” — a not-too-infrequent practice today among
young people with emotional pain so great they, too, cut themselves.
This man was past human hope. He represents all who live in
deathful places of body and spirit. Everyone had given up on helping him. The
best they could do was tie him down or chain him up. Deliverance was out of the
question because he was undeliverable.
He was strong enough to break the chains but not strong
enough to free himself. Perhaps you know someone like that.
Or, could that also be you? Despite your best efforts to
break out of bondage, you’re still not free. You try and fail. You ask for
forgiveness but then repeat the conduct that devastates you on the inside. You
wish someone could help you, but no one can.
Then notice what this possessed man did. He saw Jesus from a
distance.
The Pharisees saw Him close up, but didn’t really see. But
here’s a man written off by society, controlled by powers he could not tame.
However, there’s one thing he could control — the direction he would move
when Jesus came into view.
You have freedom to either run to Jesus or run away from
Him. At a far distance, there may not be much of Jesus you can see. This man
had no firsthand knowledge of what Jesus had already done for others.
But he saw in Jesus the prospect of hope, the prospect of a
better day.
Inherently, the man recognizes the magnitude of Jesus and
falls on his knees — a proper posture for one meeting the Lord of All.
If you’re tormented, start heading toward Jesus. You’ll find
Him because He’s already headed toward you.
A prayer of response
Lord Jesus, I bring to You any out-of-control aspect in my
own life. Despite my best efforts, I’ve not been able to free myself. I cannot
find anyone to help me. I desperately need Your help. I throw myself, Lord, at Your
feet. I know You will deliver me.
GEORGE O. WOOD is general superintendent of the Assemblies
of God.
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